The Problem with Lust by Zante Lily

Author:Zante, Lily
Language: eng
Format: epub
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Publisher: Your Publishing Name
Published: 2019-10-27T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 22

MAX

I didn’t think it was possible to be with a woman I’m lusting after and not have sex, but this is how it is for me, with Trinity.

There’s something going on between us, but it’s not sex.

We make out. A lot.

I’m a good kisser, it’s a fact. But that’s all we’ve done so far.

My kisses make her wet, and horny, and I can see she finds it hard to stop.

I do too. I want to do more than kiss, but I have to move real slow, otherwise I will spontaneously combust from being around her.

Who knew how exquisitely torturous it would be to be around a woman who is determined to never have sex before marriage?

I try hard to leave it at just kissing, and not move on to something more. It’s manageable, so far, but I’m not sure how much longer I can keep it at this.

We’ve met at her place a few times. We’ve talked, and found out about one another, and kissed. Problem is, I’m so wired for sex, that it’s almost impossible retraining my body to go slow.

Hot Gina hasn’t called again ever since I never picked up her last call. Sadie also hasn’t called me. I guess she finally got the message. We only saw one another occasionally, and more recently it was for me to get Trinity out of my system.

Each time I met her I’d be so desperate for release, I needed someone and Sadie was that someone.

But now I have Trinity, only not in that respect. She’s in my skin and under it. She’s in every cell, in every fiber. I can’t stop thinking about her, but I’m not sure if it’s because I can’t have her or because she won’t put out. I’m not sure if she’s a challenge, or someone I should treat like delicate china.

It’s not even as if I want to make her change her mind. I’d love it if she changed her mind—I’m a hot-blooded guy—but, somehow, I don’t want to be the one to make her do that.

I’ve never had a relationship quite like this one before and I’m having to step out of my comfort zone.

We hang out like this for a few more weeks and when I’m with her, when I lie on her bed with her beside me, holding her hand and just talking, it feels like enough. Ordinarily, I don’t have much time for conversation, especially with the others. It’s always been purely physical, but this feels different.

My heart feels fuller. She calms me. She makes me feel as if I’ve had a big, hearty dinner.

She has a way about her such that she makes me feel better about things, and I have no idea why. I complain about Enzo, and the customers, and how I work my butt off for such little gain, and she listens, and asks me what I want to do about it.

It doesn’t matter that I’m not getting laid. All that matters is that I’m being heard.

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